Saturday, May 5, 2012

Idea on my cheating husband?

I have seen a video and a couple of shots in which my husband was on a diner date with some blonde friend of his
and strangely he wasn't even sitting on his seat,the girl was sitting in front of his seat instead he was standing behind her,kissing her head,wrapping his arms around her chest,stomach and neck and both were laughing and joking.and looked so happy and it was obvious that they must have had sex that night as well.

Best friends with ex girlfriend but suddenly he publicly thrashed her for how many men he knows she slept with,whom she is sleeping with while he is talking and that shes are a **** indirectly and during that he mentioned me what he put me through during the overdose incident, in laws crying when they hear that

I cannot understand why he got a tattoo of my name when the same year he cheated,posing with three skimpy dressed blondes and later one of them was sitting on his lap,while he was partially unclothed,showing his wedding ring to the camera.THIS HAPPENED AFTER MARRIAGE.


But my husband has painted such a good picture of himself,that he changed and is such a family man that nobody really believes that he can cheat on me now.except a few people.
writing time needed to be with family,going on a family vacation,watching TV with me,writing happy birthday to me on twitter when we wee together the whole day,and other things about me and daughter on twitter) kisses me in the crowds after hes done performing

he wanted a child as quickly as possible before he got married.and had already thought of baby names including selecting a name for a girl child. He loves his daughter a lot even though he stays out of home a lot due to his job.

he wrote happy birthday to me on twitter as just the day before your my birthday while he was talking on twitter,he didn't mention that its my birthday tomorrow..just told that we are going for our family vacation.and why will a husband wish his wife happy birthday on twitter when hes going on a vacation with her and kid that day and is with her the whole day???
is this just another stunt for proving what a family man,good hubby he is.i dont think anybody who really loves their spouse, writes their spouse happy birthday on twitter when they are at home with them!

WHY??
why such fake shows????
does he love me?//

he is lonely in his world there, on planet pluto,

many persons are like this,
different styles

very egoistical men are so,
narcissists
they need to be seen,
they crave for attention and obedience from anyone,
because they cannot accept the other is human in equal rights,
for this type of people, the other is just an object, good to be possessed,
and they dont know what happiness is, otherwise they would not do such a thing to anyone,

happiness is when you let your own self out,
when you express exactly what s inside, not other things,
even when impulses or suggestions come from your own mind, it's not enough,
these impulses must come from else where than from other's mind or your own mind

they have to come from inside,
to do what you feel, as they say,
to do what you feel is right,
and even if it's scary, what you feel is right feels the most inciting, the most meaningful,
that's happiness
because expressing these impulses,
this way you will receive the same,
and you start a positive vicious cycle
and you maintain it as long as you do what you feel is right, from inside

now look at this guy again,
they always do theatre, fake shows,
because they dont know how to be happy,
they think these methods will bring them something good,
they will not,
they will be frustrated continuously, even more so next day,

and one more thing,
its always best to be alone (enjoying yourself),
than to be "together" with such persons,
because his presence will be extremely perturbative

the pain of conflict rises continuously near these persons
because they forever attack you, to conform to their story,
they dont and cannot have any respect to any humans,
especially the close ones

so watch out what you want

love calm success