I haven't had a real crush on anybody in 4 years. I don't really like a lot of people and I only consider two peoole in my life to be my friends.
I am slightly attracted to male bodies if they are muscular and fit but if I date a guy, I find it hard to look at his face and I don't know why. I find the thought of having sexual relations with them to be disgusting and I'm never romantically attached to any guy. Most of the time, I just go out with guys for the hell of it, or because I feel like I have to, or because I'm too weak to say no.
With girls, I cannot see myself having sex with them because the thought is... Well, not uncomfortable, but I don't feel 'ready' to think about it, if that makes sense. Sometimes I have days where I think I'd be able to get into a strictly romantic relationship with a girl but then I think 'will I regret it the next day?' and other days, I can't think of that at all. Sometimes I'm physically attracted to girls but I never automatically think 'wow, she is hot!'. I've only thought that about one or two girls but neither of them know me, I just go to school with them.
So to sum this up, I've been thinking about all of this since I was 15 but have always, I suppose, had a slight attraction to girls but always crushed on boys. I'm 17 right now and have not had a crush in years. I keep thinking I'm a lesbian or sometimes even 'bi' even though I don't want to call myself that, but I'm only physically attracted to *some* girls and muscular men. I don't even know if I'd want to date either. I don't want to think about ever having sex with any of them. I'm never romantically attached to anybody. Why am I so weird? At my age, I should want to be doing all the guys and dating people, but I really, really don't want to, but I'm afraid of being alone.
ii didnt read any of that...you can only be asexual if you want to be
i think your too young to be worrying about having sex. do what you think is best for you.
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From what you have stated I conluded that you are too young to think too many sexual things.But you are a good girl, you should get more time to consider your study. You are a normal girl, not bi nor lesbian!